kadang pikiran kita secara tidak sengaja melompat pada sesuatu yang pernah istimewa dalam pikiran kita.. masa lalu. moment2 special... orang2 special... perasaan2 yang special..

as I am feelin rite now.. jeezee, it is never stop flashing in my mind.. some one from d past.. some one i always try to forget..

interlude

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lewat kata-kata tercurah

tertuang di lembar-lembar kesunyian

rapi tersimpan di sudut keraguan

diam ditelan keheningan

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24 Des 2004

Today in my office...

Today in my office was nothing special... until I unintentionally take a look at the picture of my lover.. All sudden I miss her so much.. It was a lovely picture of her. I left all my work pending and start writing...

dear love, my beautiful lover,

I was just in d middle of my job, in front of my computer. It was intentionally I place your lovely picture rite of the monitor. And you know what, I can't hold my eyes not to steal a look at ur picture.. to enjoy the beauty of ur face.. and that's make me feel wanna be with you. I miss u, lovey.

Well, actually I just put your picture couple days ago. I place it in d box previously. Sorry, my dear. I simply just forgot to place it at d rite place since I move down to my new office. Hm, I just lucky to find that picture bcos it was a mess, here in my room.

All sudden, I just missing u. I'm so happy everytime I stare at ur eyes. I'm so gratefull we still being together until today. I guess I'm sorry for ignoring what you feel, your loneliness, your longing for me, bcos of my bussiness.

I am just missing you now. I love to see ur lovely face on that picture. You're so beautiful, lovey. Well, again, I'm sorry for not whispering those words on your ear.. how pretty u are! It's been quite a while I didnt notice how beautiful you are. It's been quite a while I didnt notice how I tremble everytime I see you.

I miss u. And I'm so gratefull I can feel all those feeling back again when I remember u. I will always love you, care for you, need you. You to me are everything. And I will never change it with anything. I just want u to know that I also don't wanna loose you. Unless its bcos of our destiny do us apart. I won't do anything stupid to change all these beautifull happiness in my hand with anything. Not anymore! Much less only for my own pleasure.

I love u so much, lover.

I miss U

wusss... I'm gonna put this letter when she got sleep tonite! For her morning surprise.. :)

Hmmm, now I have to go back to work.

First time blogging, this is a bit about me

aku adalah manusia, aku adalah tubuh, aku adalah yang berjiwa, aku adalah satu nuansa, sarat dengan aneka rasa, aneka rona.

aku adalah puisi kegelisahan, juga lukisan keceriaan, aku berbingkai romansa, lukisan warna-warna cinta, aku nuansa kelembutan, juga kejenuhan.

aku adalah beraneka, dan lain-lain..

aku adalah keinginan, melukis aku lewat kata-kata, bisa terlihat tanpa perlu dilihat, dikenali lewat kata-kata.

aku setitik debu, di tengah angkasa